.Live up to the potential God see's in me.Reach higher everyday.Wake up smiling.Run a marathon.Own a bookstore.Go back to school. Be a wife.Be a mother.Keep chasing dreams.Find love. Be loved in return.Hold onto friendships.Be Bold and daring.Chase the improbable and the impossible.Be an enduring example.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

☼ 6:00 A.M. Insight.....

Going to bed last night i had an amazng happiness knowing today would be the day... to sleep in. Well, that lasted long. I awoke at 6:00 a.m. Too used to my alarm clock i suppose.
I had an awful dream.. my room was below freezing and i cried when i entered it.
Good news though!... when i 'did' enter it in reality, it was nice and toasty. You can only imagine my excitement!

Anyways... upon waking up, i started thinking... as many of you do, im sure.Crazy insight so early in the morning but i started to contimplate why it took me so long to pursue somthing i am so passionate about. My education. Culinary Arts to be ecxact.
There is a quote by whom i dont know.. but it states " The tragedy is not that our life ends, but that we wait so long before it begins."

How true that statement is for me in particular. Im still young, and i have time.. but i waisted 2 years with nothing to show for it. Im not saying those two years were a big dissapointment, because they werent. I had the best time's and the worst of times. i wouldnt trade those years for anything. Although... thinking back, i had goals, i had dreams, i had motivation, i had determination. so why didnt i pursue?... One word.
Procrastination.

Basically it's an evil you dont want to get wrapped up in.
Now that i realize that... what will i choose to do with it? Stop. No more procrastinating. Yes it's "That Easy". I will no longer continue to put off everything good in my life with worries of the bad, or simply, Laziness.

Here i go.. a new me in one morning. Walla Friends. Watch me go.

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